One Mind, Many Ideas

 I Hate Myself: The Struggle of Self-Loathing In life, there are times when we find ourselves in a constant battle with our own thoughts and emotions. The feeling of self-hatred can be a crippling force that consumes our every waking moment. It can stem from past actions, present insecurities, or fears of the future. No matter the root cause, the end result is always the same – a deep sense of disgust and loathing towards oneself. The Act I Did, The Act I Am Doing Self-hatred often arises from a disconnect between our actions and our values. We may find ourselves engaging in behaviors that go against our moral compass, causing inner turmoil and self-reproach. The more we act in ways that contradict our beliefs, the more intense our feelings of self-hatred become. It becomes a vicious cycle of doing things we regret, which only serves to deepen our self-loathing. The Impact of Shyness, Insecurity, and Fear Shyness, insecurity, and fear can also play a significant role in...

 "In life, we don’t get what we expect, sometimes we get better, a joy to reflect." In life, it’s natural to have expectations. We hope for certain outcomes, look forward to specific events, and anticipate the actions of people around us. However, reality often unfolds differently from our plans. Yet, this divergence from our expectations can lead to outcomes even better than we had imagined. We might pray or wish for particular things, but the universe—or God, if you believe—often has a different, grander plan. What we receive may not always align with our desires, but it tends to be exactly what we need. This realization encourages us to trust that we are being guided towards an amazing life, one filled with the experiences we deserve, even if they weren’t what we originally envisioned. Believing in oneself and having patience are crucial. Everything we seek will arrive at the perfect time. When faced with challenges or undesirable situations, it's essential...

A Transformative Summer: Lessons from Self-Reflection and Growth This summer vacation stands out as one of the best in my life, not because of endless fun and adventures, but due to the profound self-discovery it brought. It became a self-vacation in every aspect of my life, encompassing career, family, personal life, and desires. Throughout this period, I encountered both good and bad experiences. There were moments of laughter, tears, and even times when I felt utterly dumbfounded. Despite the challenges, this summer was a true journey of learning, one that I am proud to have undertaken. I may have made many mistakes along the way, but I am grateful for the valuable lessons they imparted. These lessons will undoubtedly guide me toward living a better life. During my lowest points, while sitting isolated at home, I gained significant insights. This time of reflection and introspection has provided me with a deeper understanding of myself and my path forward. I am determine...

 "Regret's hold, a story yet untold." Regret is a powerful emotion that often stems from our past mistakes and bad deeds. Recently, I’ve found myself overwhelmed by regret, thinking about both old and recent wrongdoings. These thoughts weigh heavily on my mind, but I've decided to take this as a turning point in my life. The first step in moving forward is acknowledging the mistakes. By admitting what we've done wrong, we can begin to understand why we did it and how we can prevent it from happening again. Understanding the impact of our actions on others and ourselves is crucial. Mistakes can hurt people we care about and damage our own self-esteem, making reflection an important part of the healing process. Seeking forgiveness is a vital step in mending relationships and easing our own guilt. It takes courage to apologize, but it shows sincerity and a willingness to change. While forgiveness from others may not always come, making the effort is what ...

 " In life's journey, I'm on a quest,  to rediscover me at my best". Lately, I've noticed that life's challenges, the influence of others, and my own mistakes have changed me. I feel like I've lost my true self, becoming someone I never intended to be. I hate this feeling and I want to find the real me again. It's time to work on myself and discover the best version of who I truly am. I'm dedicated to becoming the best version of myself. I'll strive to excel in every aspect of life, giving my all to make it happen. Name- SUGYAN NANDA Post graduate student of Political Science Rajendra University, Balangir 

My journey Through Morning and Midnight Sensitivity. Behind their laughs and their smiles, boys carry emotional files. As I navigate my 20s, balancing studies, passions, family responsibilities, and relationships, I've noticed a shift in my emotional landscape. While I've always been good at hiding my feelings, lately, they've been bubbling to the surface, especially in the early morning and late at night. Simple things like my mom waking me up in the morning or a minor disagreement with my brother leave me feeling alone and misunderstood. During the day, I put on a brave face, but at night, the floodgates open, and I find myself overwhelmed by tears and questions. From poignant movie scenes to witnessing injustices, also texting with loved ones or any reality checks.every little thing hits me harder than before. It's confusing and sometimes embarrassing that Why only in these hours I feel this way? The unspoken thoughts and challenges within a boy must find...

Striving for Equality: A Student's Journey to EWS Certification "For the general student, no reservation, hurdles hinder their deserved elevation." Reservation sparks debate, but it's crucial in countries like India, where diversity exists but equality, especially in socio-economic terms, is lacking. Achieving unity in diversity requires open conversations and efforts to bridge socio-economic gaps while respecting diversity. In the world of education and jobs, many general category students face tough challenges without reservation benefits, (while SC/ST/OBC have their allocation) they relies solely on their merit. But there's hope with the Economic Weaker Sections (EWS) reservation, offering 10% reservation to general students, which government recently unveiled a scheme. However getting this certificate isn't easy.  Due to the minority status granted to SC/ST or OBC and excessive reservation, the general population is increasingly becoming a mino...

 " In India,  development blooms  during election time,  Promises flourish, progress seems prime" Recent visits by Prime Minister Modi, Chief Minister Pattnaik, and now Rahul Gandhi to our region, especially Balangir, raise questions: Are they here due to the approaching elections, or anything else? Abstract: Each year, political parties consistently adopt new developments as essential tools for securing victory in elections. The ongoing development initiatives sweeping across our region, ranging from rural villages to urban centers, are primarily fueled by the government's concerted efforts, particularly in anticipation of the forthcoming 2024 general elections. Why? Introduction: Election in india is lika a festival.During elections in India, development initiatives often gain momentum as politicians make promises to attract voters. For example, new infrastructure projects may be announced, healthcare schemes expanded, or welfare programs launched, all ...

 "Caste's divide, love decides. Hearts entwined, barriers resigned." Introduction : "In today's global scenario, intercaste marriage has become increasingly common. However, in India, it remains a sensitive social issue, reflecting both progress and persistent challenges. Intercaste marriage simply means marital relationship between individuals belonging to different caste backgrounds within a society. Historical background: In India, marriage has long been viewed as a union not only between individuals, but also between families, communities, and even castes. The idea of marrying outside one's caste was once considered taboo, leading to social stigma and family disapproval. Changing dynamic: Freed from the shackles of traditional caste barriers, these marriages reflect a shift towards individual choice, mutual respect and inclusivity. in India, this type of marriage examining the factors driving this phenomenon, Its social implications, and the c...

" All we have is now, the present moment " I have the problem of not able to live in the present moment. My problem is not with living on Earth, but in its time. So basically we know there are three times. past present and future. People who manage all three periods well live the best life. But in my case it is the opposite. I'm living in the present but thinking about the future and the past.That I am wasting the precious time of the present and i am not able to live well. Things like what I did wrong in the past affected me now. Look, I have no control over my past, but still I think about it and it's ruining the present. Apart from this, sometimes I kept thinking about the future, what will happen tomorrow, how the days will pass. It has both positive and negative meanings. It is good if you look at the past and learn from the mistake and the lessons learned from it. That's why it is often said that your best teacher is your last mistake. But if yo...

'Nowadays a smartphone is our friend, family and everything' So let's read my story with a Smartphone. I have used many phones till date. For example, during matriculation, I was using a Nokia phone with keypad, then during the holidays after matriculation, I was using a second hand Samsung phone.  After entering college in +2 I brought a Lava phone, then I brought my current phone in +3 in the year 2021 and am still using it.(It is the story of this phone). Story of my current phone is really adventurous. I'm sure you won't find a story like this anywhere else. So in the beginning of 2021 when I brought this phone named POCO x3, which is a flagship phone with many specifications. I was surprised by its features and quality. I have never used such a feature packed phone before. I was amazed by its speed, camera and video quality. Within a few days I started using its features and started shooting some good photos and videos. And also created a youtube ch...

Well people change with the seasons, like today he/she is your friend, tomorrow he/she will stand against you. And you have some friends who stand by you only in your good days, but when you are feeling down and adverse when you need help the most, there is no one to help you. Well, I'm not going to upset you by talking about these kinds of friends. I'm going to talk about a loyal friend and a friend in need to whom we are all very attached. Although there are 6 seasons but we like 3 seasons the most. such as- summer, rainy and winter. Every season gives us a faithful friend to survive and adapt to the weather. In summer we have shade from trees, in rainy season we have umbrella and in winter we have blanket , which is my personal favourite. Whenever winter comes, our first and foremost need is a blanket. The blanket is really close to my heart because whenever winter comes it spontaneously comes out of the cupboard and touches me like a familiar person. And once y...

 I shouldn't have written anything about this experience. In a way, this could also be an exposure of my luck and stupidity. But the way I struggled to get a Driving License is really worth writing about. I drive well in city or other places but when it comes to DL test.... So people share their experiences when the best happens to them or the worst happens or something unexpected happens. And the unexpected happens to me in an area you don't know about,this is my experience in getting a driving license. Usually, before getting a driving license, you have to pass a test which is called learning license. There are two ways to give the learning license test, through online Aadhaar authentication and by visiting the RTO. So I chose online mode.. and gave the exam. So the rule of online test is that you have to sit in front of the camera and give the test. I was not so familiar with those questions so I asked my friends to help me with difficult questions. So out of 15...

  Introduction Histrionic Personality Disorder (HPD) is a complex and relatively uncommon mental health condition characterized by comprehensive patterns of excessive attention-seeking, emotional expression, and a need for constant validation.  Individuals with HPD often exhibit dramatic and flamboyant behaviour, seeking to be the centre of attention in social settings. They may engage in seductive or provocative behaviour to maintain this focus on themselves. People with HPD tend to be highly emotional, with rapidly shifting moods and intense but shallow interpersonal relationships. They may be easily influenced by others and often have difficulty maintaining long-term, genuine connections. Their self-esteem is often fragile, relying heavily on external approval and praise. While the exact cause of HPD is not fully understood, a combination of genetic, environmental, and psychological factors likely contributes to its development. Diagnosis and treatment typicall...

As a middle-class elder son , i stand strong and true, in   the heart of the middle-class, where dreams often brew . With responsibilities on my shoulders, i carry the weight, navigating life's challenges, early and late. I've learned the value of hard work and sweat, from my parents' teachings, i'll never forget. In this middle-class world, i've found my place,with dignity and grace, i embrace the race. With dreams that shimmer like stars above,i reach for the sky with hope and love. As a middle-class elder son, i strive to be a symbol of strength, for all to see. Through thick and thin, i'll stand tall,facing life's hurdles, I won't fall. For in the middle class, i've proudly grown, a middle-class elder son, I've surely known. -Yes i am the middle-class's elder son, under the sun. Thank you for reading.. ~Sugyan Nanda Post graduate student of Political Science Rajendra University, Balangir 

  BALANGIR: A Major Cultural Hub Of Odisha "There are many cities in India   and each city has its- own distinct identity which makes it Popular." Introduction Balangir is a city in India's eastern coast state of Odisha. Balangir also known as Bolangir, is a city and municipality,the headquarters of Balangir District in the state of odisha, India. Balangir is one of the major commercial township of western odisha. Balangir has one of the best cultural heritage in india. It is also known as one of the finest places for tourists. Balangir District covers an area of 6575.00 sq.km and a population of 16,48,997 as per census 2011. History Of Balangir The territory comprising the district of Balangir was part of the erstwhile Patna State. History of Balangir suggests that this town had been established by King Balaram Deo, the brother of Narasimha Deo, the 12th Raja of Patna in the middle of the 16th Century.  It is said that the town being founded by Balaram Deo was named afte...